It’s the wine that leads me on!
The Killers 1946
When the fucking insurance guy SO obviously angling for a promotion receives Jack-shit from his boss at the end it almost made up for the fact that he did his damndest to send the BEAUTIFUL Ava Gardner to the slammer.... god he really was a zealot....
the Main man reminded me of my friend Kyle Brown
Mauvais Sang 1986
FEELINGS DON’T CANCEL EACH OTHER OUT LIKE THEY DID BEFORE. THEY PILE UP. NOTHING HEALS ANYMORE.
the first time i saw this was in Los Angeles , a room lit by a red string of bulbs, the floor of the too-large too-costly room I occupied for four-and-a-half months barely covered by a flat mattress, a steamer trunk, and a microwave oven. malnourished even by my standards, having the time of my life in the most drawn, limping, lightless-tunnel Lonely to…
As I Was Moving Ahead Occasionally I Saw Brief Glimpses of Beauty 2000
i feel – altered (irrevocably!)
watched from 12:30am-6:00am including break between reels 6 & 7 to spread some chèvre on toast & boil a tisane . No wine even for I wanted to keep my wits about me
I’d planned to stay awake through the dawn following , but my soul felt so saturated I had to dream for a handful of hours .. Yes!! my unconscious has been given a bouillon-cube ; my dreams were full ; waking , the fullness…