you will open your wounds / and make them a garden
This review may contain spoilers. I can handle the truth.
"I had to move on. I had to do it on my own. I wasn't supposed to contact you. When I had good news, I was dying to call you, but I couldn't. When I had bad news and I had no one to turn to... I couldn't call you either. The New Year card Mum wrote you... I couldn't send it to you and I couldn't throw it away. I had to keep it in a drawer. I felt so alone. All I could think of was that I had to move on. I have to move on by myself."