“i feel like a spectator in my own life.”

jesus where do i even start with this… everything from the acting to the script was absolutely perfect. this movie made me feel hopeful, hopeless, confused, reassured, anxious, and everything in between. i wish i could watch it again for the first time & i would watch it over and over again endlessly. it filled a void in my heart while simultaneously creating an even bigger one. i don’t think i could ever fully articulate my thoughts on this movie, and i don’t think i could ever do it well enough to do this movie justice. i tend not to write longer & more thought out reviews, but i felt like i needed to for this one. this felt like a warm hug & a stab in the back. i’m absolutely in awe at how deep this movie cut, in a good way & a bad way. this is MY best picture winner!!