I almost ended my life tonight.
I sat in my car sobbing for hours, just done with it all. I had been there before, and felt the usual nausea I tend to associate with a lack of will.
I got my affairs in order. I went through the checklist. Wrote the note, number 11 on this phone. But did the one thing I hadn't done before. I sent the note. To loved ones and my closest friends, via text or…