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cw// self-harm and suicide
Ignore the title and ignore the poster, although the gore is fantastic it's only a small bit of a larger and legitimately beautiful story of pain and bonding in-spite of that pain, both self-inflicted and brought unto by others. A drug in-which self-harm feels orgasmic, making it impossible to stop doing when one is depressed and isolated in this scary and loud world. That want for others to hate you as much as you hate yourself…
(Watched director's cut)
Everything hurts, there is little to no joy found in this and what is there is fleeting and waiting to be taken away in minutes. Every death feels painful and sad no matter how small or large that character is, you feel their life being taken away and it's upsetting. This is probably Rob Zombies most personal feeling film and the most heartbreaking and beautiful piece of horror media I've ever seen. It left me shocked and in tears.